Post by Kisco on Mar 11, 2007 12:03:41 GMT -5
At the suggestion of Wynd, I post this private message I sent out to her last night before I went to bed. Feel free to read it, take it in and feel what you like but read it is all I ask.
Dear Wynd,
I would like to express my deepest apologize for past things I have said about you, me talking behind your back was unacceptable. But as you probably know, it's one of the key facts of our Equine Community -- it happens, it passes and we most of the time move on. I wanted to apologize and explain a few things, without others making comments at their own sheer will. Because I feel what is between us should remain between us.
My boyfriend, did everything he did on his own accord. I have never asked him nor pressured him to do any of the things he did or said to you. I do talk about how I am feeling to him and what happens online and offline -- as I value a trusting relationship with him. So whatever he may have said or done was merely reflective off of my emotions. Never were they once reflective off of what I asked him to do, because quite simply I never did ask him do anything. This is why I refused to apologize for what he did, because I did not feel I had anything to apologize for.
I as a person have always liked you, I agree that sometimes you may have driven me crazy but who doesn't? I am sure I've driven others crazy with my own insane behaviour and logic. Which is understandable because I too have driven myself frustrated by it alone. But anyway, I am also not attempting to 'kiss ass' I am just trying to make a mends I suppose. I'm not even asking for friendship, I am just asking for you to listen. And I hope that, at some point we can meet a common ground.
Now I understand I have insulted some of your friends as well and that they felt deeply annoyed with the actions I took shortly after the event. And I realize some may never forgive me for that, and I am not even asking for that type of thing. I just wanted this out there, and I wanted you to know because as of late I realize I was dealing with alot on my plate at that time. Some of my actions could've stemmed off of that and that alone.
~Kisco/Ren
As I said before I am not asking for forgiveness, nor am I asking to be your friend -- I just want you to know why I acted upon the way I did back then. And I hope that we can keep a civilized ground between us now when it at least comes to events and just general stuff.
Dear Wynd,
I would like to express my deepest apologize for past things I have said about you, me talking behind your back was unacceptable. But as you probably know, it's one of the key facts of our Equine Community -- it happens, it passes and we most of the time move on. I wanted to apologize and explain a few things, without others making comments at their own sheer will. Because I feel what is between us should remain between us.
My boyfriend, did everything he did on his own accord. I have never asked him nor pressured him to do any of the things he did or said to you. I do talk about how I am feeling to him and what happens online and offline -- as I value a trusting relationship with him. So whatever he may have said or done was merely reflective off of my emotions. Never were they once reflective off of what I asked him to do, because quite simply I never did ask him do anything. This is why I refused to apologize for what he did, because I did not feel I had anything to apologize for.
I as a person have always liked you, I agree that sometimes you may have driven me crazy but who doesn't? I am sure I've driven others crazy with my own insane behaviour and logic. Which is understandable because I too have driven myself frustrated by it alone. But anyway, I am also not attempting to 'kiss ass' I am just trying to make a mends I suppose. I'm not even asking for friendship, I am just asking for you to listen. And I hope that, at some point we can meet a common ground.
Now I understand I have insulted some of your friends as well and that they felt deeply annoyed with the actions I took shortly after the event. And I realize some may never forgive me for that, and I am not even asking for that type of thing. I just wanted this out there, and I wanted you to know because as of late I realize I was dealing with alot on my plate at that time. Some of my actions could've stemmed off of that and that alone.
~Kisco/Ren
As I said before I am not asking for forgiveness, nor am I asking to be your friend -- I just want you to know why I acted upon the way I did back then. And I hope that we can keep a civilized ground between us now when it at least comes to events and just general stuff.